On To Eastward

After waiting for like three weeks, I’ve gotten hold of the letter that we’ve been waiting for like forever. That’s what I really felt. I’ve got mixed emotions when I got it, anger included because they’ve got my surname misspelled.

But after hearing from the lawyer that everything is just fine, I felt like a bone was taken out of me. It was a relief and my excitement continued after that. Excitement mixed with anxiousness and impatience. I am definitely guilty of the latter. Maybe it has something to do with wanting to be with my fiance’ so much. And yes, we’ve already received the letter but still there would still be a long way to go. But at least we’re already halfway there and I can’t wait to be in the finish line.

To receive that much awaited parcel that we’ve been waiting for three weeks now. They say we are going to have it between two weeks to four weeks. If I will not get hold of it this week, then most probably, it will be here by next week. I am excited but also anxious. And I never thought waiting can be this nerve-wracking as well as exhausting. As much as I don’t want to think about it but I simply can’t. Whew!

I am keeping my fingers crossed though that everything will be alright. Both my fiance’ and I have been wishing that everything will fall into place the way we wanted it. And it is always in our prayers too. But HIS will be done. So, let’s just wait and see.

And I can’t wait. We have no definite date yet though. We’re still waiting for some documents and we’re off to go. It will be my son’s first flight and he’s as excited as me. I’m more excited of the outcome of that trip. I am just hoping and praying that everything will be fine and will fall the way we wanted it. But I do worry a lot. Yes, I am excited about the trip – seeing the city again after many years, staying in a hotel and of course, seeing the newest tourist spots the city has but yes, my mind is still worrying about certain things. I do pray that God will give us our hearts’ desire and I couldn’t be more thankful. I couldn’t divulge it here just yet but please help me pray, if you can and if you like. (“,) Thanks!